Observation

Have you ever looked at a flower and wonder just how it came to be so beautiful?  The soft, smooth petals that feel so delicate to the touch you wonder just how they can survive outside in the wind.  The vibrant colors that cannot be compared with any paint that can be bought in stores.  That tiny, itty bitty seed that slowly grows into a strong and bold plant that is ready to take on the world.  It's amazing the things you can find in nature.  So magnificent and mind boggling.  Then you look at people.  There really is no comparison.  People are horrible.  Rotten to the core and selfish as all hell.  I guess not everyone should be lumped into that boat but it's hard not to sometimes.  I include myself in that description as well so don't take offense cause I don't.  I can see clearly those sides of me that can be pretty nasty.  I know others have seen it as well because I've seen it in their faces.  With all the steel and bricks and asphalt out there it's amazing that there are these little pieces of beauty out there.  Whether it is a flower, that funny looking cloud up in the sky, or the look on a little kids face when they are given a new toy.  If it weren't for those little joys I don't know what I would live for.  My life is not my own and that is probably a good thing cause if it were up to me I would have been gone a long time ago.  The world is definitely hard but I've learned to accept that.  My life is like an open book whose insides where torn out.  All you can do is guess what was in the inside and wait for it to hit you in the face.  I think that's quite an apt description.  This blogging thing could be interesting.